We are “conditioned” to expect love to come into our lives through other people. That’s an inherent “pattern” ingrained in us during our childhood, when our parents or other primary caregivers were the ones providing us with love and care. And although we might not be fully aware of it, we are so thoroughly “programmed” by this pattern, that even as adults, we ever long for some cherubic “third party” to come into our lives and start loving us unconditionally!
As the old adage goes, you can’t love other people unless you love yourself first. However, there is a problem there, since most people don’t seem to get along with themselves! That comes as a bit of a surprise, considering that people in general are quite egocentric and are thus supposed to take the very best care of themselves. But, as if they were plagued by some mysterious virus, they don’t! On the contrary, they are often at war with themselves, acting in a a self-loathing and destructive manner.
To be clear, I’m not suggesting here that people don’t try to fulfill their own needs and desires! That’s what the great majority of people do! In addition to accumulating as much wealth and material goods as they can, they also want to satiate their own desires with as many pleasures as they can, as well as with individuals who are “loving” and accepting them! But this does not necessarily mean that these people are actually getting along with themselves! It’s like they are ever trying to feed a perpetually hungry beast – which we might call the “disturbed, voracious EGO”!
On the ther hand, an individual who faces difficulties with self-acceptance usually places excessive expectations on his/her interpersonal interactions, to make him/her feel good. S/he is thus over-activating the Eighth House in his/her chart, which represents the kind of “esteem”, “acceptance” and “love” we derive from our interpersonal interactions. However, such an individual might be often left “high and dry” because they constantly look on another person – who is actually serving his/her own “Ego” and interests – to make them happy!
There is a sort of “tug of war” going on here and the more we engage our Eighth House, the more our Second House (its opposite one) weakens and eventually atrophies! We then begin to lose our sense of worth, our self-esteem, and we consequently develop a negative self-image.
The Eighth House is regenerative,, alright, but it is often compelling us to engage in extreme and even destructive acts! The Second House though – when properly activated – settles a person’s internal conflict and grants him/her a priceless inner serenity! Furthermore, it provides him with a strong “inner sense of worth,” which helps the individual feel that he is “inherently” worthy in himself, regardless of any outward achievements!
Under such circumstances, the individual begins to “value” and “love” him/herself, paving thus the way for him/her to “value” and “love” other people as well, in a healthier and more effective manner.
You see, the more at ease and safeguarded our “inner self” is, the more relaxed, integrated, and open to other people we become. We then develop greater emotional autonomy and stop relying so heavily on third-party individuals to feel happy. And the moment we achieve this, our interpersonal interactions and choices about the people we want in our lives become considerably more discerning and viable!
Thomas Gazis
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Greek Astrologer 